Tuesday, January 11, 2005

DIsapPOintED

i seriously dun think u will read this..but who cares..i still want to write..i am disappointed in you..this might sound really unreasonable cos you have said before that if ever i get this feeling i must tell you..ya..i am telling you now..not through sms but here..my blog..not going to msg you cos duno ever since when msges sent to you are like things being sucked into vacumn..never to be heard of again...oh ya..did you know that i have a blog? this is how bad things are i supposed..yeah..we are close frens..or was it best of frens?ok.. i think i am getting more and more sarcastic here...but i really cant help it..so..be mentally prepared for what i am going to say..they are not going to be nice things..hmmm..
dear best fren..you were not there for our birthday celebration..ok..for that i understand..cos i know that being an OGL can be tiring and the first week of orientation really requires you to put in time and effort to bond and mix with your Og..so..didn't and will not blame you for your absence..at least you msged and apologised..though i really hope that you were there with us..never mind..it's over..
Then came the actual day of my birthday..yep you msged and i got the well wishes..yep that's it..a msg from you..maybe it is the higher expectation i got for you that is resulting in this disappointment..nothing else..like a meet up or whatever to catch up on the things you have missed or things that you have done and i have missed out on..were things like this in the past? my inbox is now free of your msges..not that we msg everyday..but..they are significantly missing in action..even when replies are needed..they are NOT there..What can i say? Tried to ask you..you said you were using te other number..ok fine..reason accepted.. then why is it that when msges were sent to BOTH hp numbers and yet there is still no reply..i am not the only one disappointed ya.. we have talked about it and have come to the conclusion that HE has taken over our places that were once present in your heart..among the three of us..you are the last person i will expect to neglect the friendship..becos you used to be the one who gives me the strongest recognition and bond of this frenship and i dun want to be wrong about this fact.. not that fang has not given me that feeling..but your attempts to maintain the frenship was more strongly felt maybe because you are in a different college..you seem to have forgotten our plan to do sth for fang ya?dun think you will have the time now..
Can love really replace friendship? haha sounds like a rhetorical question as my entire entry seems to be an answer to this question..please prove me wrong soon..i am not going to msg you now..unless really necessary..shall see when is the next msg i am going to get from you.

2 comments:

Lin said...
This comment has been removed by a blog administrator.
Lin said...

hiiiiiiii
k i'm hungry too
bye.
-3 apples tall