Tuesday, April 05, 2005

aftermath

hmm..dunno what got into me yesterday..guessed all those around me got affected by me to a certain extent yesterday..feel quite paiseh actually..maybe just mood swings ba..sorry to all whom i gave bad feelings to..dun mean to anyway..

After waking up today..everything is fine once again..looking at everything from another perspective..yep..happy..haha.. Guess this is part of growing up once again..not that i am going to repeat my lines of how growing up makes me think more and see more negative sides to life..i just got to cope with this change..this change in attitude that i am going to adopt towards certain people..the change and growth in me to treasure those who really worth my time and effort..Not to take anyone for granted is also one of the most important..it is always too late for regrets..apologises are not always adequate though they do help abit sometimes. When you apologise,make a sincere one, if not, it is best to remain quiet. Sometimes,it is really inevitable to think that life is hollow and empty with nothing,absolutely nothing to live for. I know i sound really pessimistic,but it is really how one will feel once in a while. After a day's hard work or maybe crazy havoc with friends, you wake up with nothing but another day to repeat itelf. On the brighter note,everyday brings about new experiences and surprises because you never know who you will meet. Yap, i am blabbering again, with no specific thought in mind, just thinking that life can be a meaningless, never ending cycle till the day you die.. haha.

Another day that i am anticipating for time to knock off. Bleah.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

hahaz pessimism arises...yah cheer up soon!! i'm in a pessimist mood too..hope to cya soon!! :)